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  • polarmouse | Activity Streams | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    p 98 Not strange at all or we re all strange together lol it certainly is funny when you read something old and compare it to something new it makes me realise how far I have come It is a little sad at times as well because the girl I use to be went through so much with so little support hey ho I made it Read more wonderwoman replied to the topic Your best animal buds in the forum Inspiration and Motivation 20 hours 41 minutes ago Oh I so love all your animals friends will try and up load some pics of bertie soon my phone is plating up at moment Also Paige your art work is amazing x Much love WW x wonderwoman replied to the topic What Makes You Feel Better in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 20 hours 48 minutes ago Hi Np totally agree getting creative and also finishing a project that I ve started certainly helps also my children visiting which they are as its the school holidays here at the moment x seekingthelight82 replied to the topic I Don t know how I am feeling in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 1 day 6 hours ago Good morning barbie welcome to bp hope Myself others can relate to what you are going through Just like you I am stable on my meds but I still have my manic mania episodes but not as frequent This forum has some awesome Ppl in it they will always have good advice so don t hesitate to vent paige14 replied to the topic Your best animal buds in the forum Inspiration and Motivation 1 day 14 hours ago lucial your cat is very pretty I like this shade of dove gray soft and smooth Someone was having a cat nap paige14 replied to the topic Your best animal buds in the forum Inspiration and Motivation 1 day 14 hours ago Zoee is so cute I can hardly stand it She makes me want to go out and get a puppy but Billy could be jealous What breed is Zoee Her markings are beautiful Paige whatwasthequestion 2 2 replied to the topic Is this weird Anybody else do this in the forum Creative People 1 day 17 hours ago Hello hay p 98 and Welcome I think what you wrote is anything But weird I think it is an excellent way of being able to keep track of your moods feelings expressions and emotions something we all should be doing for our betterment Adding that your writing is poetry is so creative as are the sketches only shows me you are really On Top Of Read more faithful replied to the topic Alternative therapy forms in Europe in the forum Doctors 1 day 18 hours ago I suggest that you write down list of side effects you are suffering from along with the list of medications and make a new post asking people of they

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  • polarmouse | Activity Streams | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    that he needed help for awhile but you have faith that he will be able to get back out on his own soon Then set a time line If for some reason he is really trying but unable to find employment Read more polarmouse replied to the topic A Lonely Effort in the forum Group Living alone with bp 1 week 1 day ago Hi meeksz and welcome to the forum I too think you are doing a remarkable job Perhaps in a down slump and could use some support or checking in with the doc about your meds Belive me we all go through periods of time when we just want to stop all the medications and treatment This is not only normal for those of us with mental illness but Read more polarmouse replied to the topic Marriage in the forum Marriage 1 week 1 day ago Goodstock That is the absolutely best way I have ever heard this put Thanks for sharing sonofsatan I m glad that you have sound some truth in everyones posts and have decided to try and fix things with your wife Just a quick comment about your meds I m not sure how many or how many combinations you have tried heaven knows there are a Read more polarmouse replied to the topic Don t know how to deal with my 32 year old bipolar brother Sister needs advice in the forum Family and Friends 1 week 1 day ago I do think your mom should stop giving him money especially if he is getting assistance and just spending it on unhealthy things However don t be surprised if she doesn t listen to your advice As to you causing a problem writing him I think if you keep it about your feelings not about blaming him it should be ok If nothing else write the Read more polarmouse replied to the topic We are Surviving We all deserve credit for this one simple fact in the forum Inspiration and Motivation 1 week 2 days ago Hi Northpolar Always great to have such an inspiring reminder of the things we are doing right I definitely needed to hear this right now as well Have a wonderful weekend PM polarmouse replied to the topic Driving and Bipolar in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 1 week 2 days ago robertegan1492 I certainly hope that when you are pushing the envelope with these cars your not doing it around anyone else who is driving Making the decision to enjoy high performance cars on your own is one thing putting others at risk is another PM polarmouse replied to the topic Don t know how to deal with my 32 year old bipolar brother Sister needs advice in the forum Family and Friends 1 week 2 days ago Hello wildtulip I am diagnosed with BP2 and grew up with a mom who was BP1 I also have a sister who has severe depression another sister

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  • polarmouse | Activity Streams | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    Digital Subscription Buy Past Issues Frequently Asked Questions Digital Subscriber Access Page Subscribe Home Members polarmouse active 4 hours 39 minutes ago bputah I love your new icon picture View Activity Profile Friends 51 Forums Personal Mentions Favorites Friends Show Everything Updates Posts Comments Friendships Topics Replies Viewing item 2 121 to 2 126 of 2 126 items 1 106 107 polarmouse replied to the topic New and navigating life in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 3 years 4 months ago Even though there have been bad times and days I ve had to deal with I wouldn t want to spend one hour in his head This is so true I grew up with a BP mom and after being diagnosed myself many years later I finally started understanding her better She was being treated in a day an age when tranquilizers were the drug of choice for BP Read more polarmouse replied to the topic SSRI Antidepressants and Bipolar Disorder Mood Swings and Discontinuation Syndrome in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 3 years 4 months ago Thanks mellyb I don t know why I m such pushover with this med doc I have always been good about standing up to my previous ones I have been questioning the high dose since I started seeing him but he is such an advocate of Zoloft I think I m just going to request another doc to see polarmouse replied to the topic New and navigating life in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 3 years 4 months ago Mozart has it right Education is key to an understanding husband My husband had always been a pull up by your boot straps kind of guy When I was diagnosed it was actually a relief to me He saw it as and excuse I finally talked him into going to a session with my counselor She was wonderful at explaining the facts of BP OCD and anxiety Read more polarmouse replied to the topic SSRI Antidepressants and Bipolar Disorder Mood Swings and Discontinuation Syndrome in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 3 years 4 months ago What I find strange with Zoloft which I have been on for years is it does help with depression but the more I am prescribed now at 200mg the more irritable I get I now have no patience for anything or anyone My Med doc seems to think the Zoloft is working polarmouse replied to the topic New to Forum and Need Encouragement in the forum Living with Bipolar Disorder 3 years 4 months ago I can not tell you how much of your post reminds me of myself and much of what I went through and continue to struggle with The line that got to me the most was See husband Look at me Look at what I am capable of now Aren t I worth something now I can not tell you the number of times I have done something positive and

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  • Help me deal with this insane Evil People - A Discussion About Bipolar | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    Archived Issues Customer Service Print Digital Subscription Buy Past Issues Frequently Asked Questions Digital Subscriber Access Page Subscribe 54 Views Help me deal with this insane Evil People Home Bipolar Support Group Topics Anxiety Help me deal with this insane Evil People Search for Reply to this Discussion Start Your Own Discussion Tagged help This topic contains 2 replies has 3 voices and was last updated by polarmouse 6 days 21 hours ago February 7 2016 at 5 37 am 147337 staci Participant Help i am losing my mind literally and considering self harm I am not bipolar I live in a 2 bedroom 1 bath house on the couch in the living room Grandma is dying of cancer She is on valiums etc Caregiver is on meds and is an acholic my friend is bi polar and on every med under the sun Literally One daughter is diabetic the other is i call her quad polar now i am seriously losing it I cant deal w the straight up Evil and living with people who are complete pigs filthy evil so much directed at me I have no car lost it driving to LA to get away I lost everything from I had leaving me controlling abusive ex boyfriend I can t deal with the vial name calling the lies the verbal abuse the not even admitting to the wrong that has been the filth the disrespect the treachery the games the all about me never admitting to the wrong that has been done the disrespect the treachery for games never taking responsibility for the backstabbing crap that has gone on in the in the last year the stench from her room her fighting everyone around her the lack of respect for grandma drunken rages telling lies to anyone that will listen all of this is to much this to much worse then living with my ex February 7 2016 at 7 59 am 147347 rban101 Participant Staci Its never the end of the world that you consider giving up Trust me I have had my share of dark times when all seems lost but it isn t It gets hard very hard sometimes we get squeezed out of our existence but trust me once you look back on those hard times you will see how that made you stronger I can see the utter panic in your post Just by writing calm down dear will not help you So i will not waste your time on that One thing you can do is step back and see where all the things are not working out You have done well to be able write a post in so much frustration IF you can list it properly it will help clear your head a little February 7 2016 at 4 33 pm 147395 polarmouse Participant Staci If you are indeed thinking of self harm please call the suicide hot line 1 800 273 8255 or 911 This site is for

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  • Very Vivid dreams, with Lamotrigine - A Discussion About Bipolar | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    Children School Spouse Partners Stigma Work Hope Celebrities Hope Inspiration Motivation Religion Faith Spirituality Success Stories K i d s All Articles Diagnosis Family Stories Genetics Living Well Support Symptoms Treatment Blog Most Recent Posts Meet Our Bloggers Comment Policy Forum Log In Forum Home Topics Discussions Partners Page Members Forum Rules Community Blog Forum Associations Letter to the Editor SOUNDOFF Talk to bp Writers Magazine Current Issue Archived Issues Customer Service Print Digital Subscription Buy Past Issues Frequently Asked Questions Digital Subscriber Access Page Subscribe 32 Views Very Vivid dreams with Lamotrigine Home Bipolar Support Group Topics Living with Bipolar Disorder Group Bipolar Type II Very Vivid dreams with Lamotrigine Search for Reply to this Discussion Start Your Own Discussion Tagged dreams lamotrigine side effects This topic contains 4 replies has 3 voices and was last updated by rban101 6 days 11 hours ago February 7 2016 at 6 35 am 147341 rban101 Participant I have been on a combination of Lamotrigine and Valoproate for now 11 days Valporoate has been on for about a month Since last 2 nights I have been dreams so crystal clear its kinda scary When I get up I remember almost all the details of the dreams smallest of small details It takes a while for me to process it and convince myself it was not real Is it some sort of side effect of Lamotrigine PS Not all dreams are bad for the good ones I try to sleep longer P and surprisingly the dream tends to hold February 7 2016 at 12 00 pm 147370 just keep going Participant I don t know if everyone experiences vivid dreams with lamotrigine but I sure did just like you Very vivid almost lucid dreams with exquisite detail and sometimes really detailed plots too I actually really enjoyed that aspect of the lamotrigine it had been years since I was able to enjoy deep enough sleep to have those vivid dreams In the end lamotrigine did not work for me threw off my emotional balance so the PsyDoc switched me to Latuda working much better so far and I m still getting some of those deep dreams Anyway hope that helps February 7 2016 at 12 09 pm 147371 rban101 Participant Thanks I am just a little worried what if this vivid dreams turn to be to the darker side nightmarish I would rather avoid the detailed nightmares But I guess you haven t had to deal with such a scene So that s a relief for me February 7 2016 at 4 26 pm 147393 polarmouse Participant Many of these medications can cause vidvid dreams and nightmares I d suggest talking to your Pdoc and asking them if this is the case and if this is a side effect that will decrease with time PM February 8 2016 at 2 28 am 147422 rban101 Participant No dream today Viewing 5 posts 1 through 5 of 5 total You must be logged in to

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  • Too weird - A Discussion About Bipolar | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    like going anywhere because I feel I m being stared at I noticed my vc changing for a while now but it just recently started to irritate me I used to have a beautiful vc but that has long gone I thank you for your kind words Karma I will look up music therapy February 7 2016 at 7 40 am 147344 karma Participant SeekingtheLight after reading your respnse I felt my suggestions were condescending and that I was making light of your symptoms which is not what I meant at all I too suffer from anxieties and paranoia and worry that people are judging me I know what its like having these symptoms About your voice I still think singing and practicing could help at least take away self consciousness and help with how you sound I still believe in music therapy and The Kings Speech is still motivational about overcoming handicapps one of my favorite movies Take care Karma February 7 2016 at 7 43 am 147345 seekingthelight82 Participant I ll have to get that movie is there a book also February 7 2016 at 8 16 am 147354 rban101 Participant If you think you voice has changed or you are conscious of starting to stutter look at this for inspiration make it your strength Own it up its you February 7 2016 at 8 22 am 147355 seekingthelight82 Participant Thank you rban I ll try I don t mean to be so negative I apologize to you Karma for doing so I m in this thick bubble right now I m watching the Ppl pass by they don t even notice me nor my bubble how I feel right now sucks I m stilling trying to find the light through my darkness though I hope it will soon come February 7 2016 at 3 48 pm 147389 karma Participant Seeking the light you don t have to apologise to us this is what this forum is here for To be honest wherever we happen to be with our bp symtoms if you feel awful or lonely or horribly self conscience thats where you are right now Being in a bubble I know how it feels it s like everyone else is living a normal mostly happy life and be ause we re in the bubble we can see a good life yet we feel cut off from it Like e everyone on else got invited to the party but we didn t I have all kinds of peculiar habits and behaviours I used to feel self conscience about Now that im older 59 I just decided to consider myself quirky and eccentric and so n ow I dont worry about it all so much I hope you will be able to see things that way too A yway bless your heart Karma Attachments You must be logged in to view attached files February 7 2016 at 4 11 pm 147392 polarmouse Participant Hi seekingthelight I think perhaps

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  • sashag | Activity Streams | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    Inspiration Motivation Religion Faith Spirituality Success Stories K i d s All Articles Diagnosis Family Stories Genetics Living Well Support Symptoms Treatment Blog Most Recent Posts Meet Our Bloggers Comment Policy Forum Log In Forum Home Topics Discussions Partners Page Members Forum Rules Community Blog Forum Associations Letter to the Editor SOUNDOFF Talk to bp Writers Magazine Current Issue Archived Issues Customer Service Print Digital Subscription Buy Past Issues Frequently Asked Questions Digital Subscriber Access Page Subscribe Home Members sashag active 1 month 1 week ago Activity Profile Friends 2 Forums Personal Mentions Favorites Friends Show Everything Updates Posts Comments Friendships Topics Replies Viewing item 1 to 4 of 4 items sashag and polarmouse are now friends 1 month 2 weeks ago sashag replied to the topic He says he is bipolar in the forum Partners 1 month 2 weeks ago Actually he has opened up and told me almost all of those things you mentioned without me even asking He s been quite open up about it but hearing about it won t be the same as experiencing it But you re right I will definitely need to take my time and assess the situation sashag started the topic He says he is bipolar in the forum Partners 1 month 2 weeks ago I met this really awesome guy and we have been talking a lot for the last three days On the second day he told me he has been diagnosed with bipolar since he was a child and is now medicated for it I ve taken the liberty to read some of the stories about experience the spouses go through and I don t know what to do He thought I would have Read more sashag became a registered member 1 month 2 weeks ago CURRENT ISSUE

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  • lost-soul-1971 | Activity Streams | bpHope - bp Magazine Community
    Forgiveness Friends Parenting Children School Spouse Partners Stigma Work Hope Celebrities Hope Inspiration Motivation Religion Faith Spirituality Success Stories K i d s All Articles Diagnosis Family Stories Genetics Living Well Support Symptoms Treatment Blog Most Recent Posts Meet Our Bloggers Comment Policy Forum Log In Forum Home Topics Discussions Partners Page Members Forum Rules Community Blog Forum Associations Letter to the Editor SOUNDOFF Talk to bp Writers Magazine Current Issue Archived Issues Customer Service Print Digital Subscription Buy Past Issues Frequently Asked Questions Digital Subscriber Access Page Subscribe Home Members lost soul 1971 active 2 months 2 weeks ago tRYING TO FIGHT THE RACING THOUGHTS TILL SEE DOCTOR ON tUESDAY View Activity Profile Friends 1 Forums Personal Mentions Favorites Friends Show Everything Updates Posts Comments Friendships Topics Replies Viewing item 1 to 8 of 8 items lost soul 1971 commented on the post Partners for life 1 month 1 week ago On this subject I am vry lucky i struggle each day more better days now that I am on the right med s but I have a loving husband he researches Biopolar daily on this site We find keeping our feelings open helps lost soul 1971 posted a new activity comment 2 months 3 weeks ago thank you for welcoming me i have lost everyone but husband so just have this to talk to and maybe be with people who understand me more and what i am going through View Conversation lost soul 1971 and polarmouse are now friends 2 months 3 weeks ago lost soul 1971 replied to the topic Quetiapine in the forum Anxiety 2 months 3 weeks ago Dear WW I was on that and mad matters worst but once on it very hard to get off it I had to go to rehab to also it makes you very tried all the time and if taken at night makes you feel like you have a hangover in the morning I spent 14 hours reaseaching the next and i think i came up withh a good cocktail for me with the help of my wonderful Read more lost soul 1971 posted an update 2 months 3 weeks ago tRYING TO FIGHT THE RACING THOUGHTS TILL SEE DOCTOR ON tUESDAY lost soul 1971 changed their profile picture 2 months 3 weeks ago lost soul 1971 replied to the topic Embracing it in the forum Group Bipolar Type II 2 months 3 weeks ago dont knows where to start but i am lost in the medical system once again i told the doctor I didn t want the cocktail that gave due to the factor it had help kill both my parents at a young age After 14 and half straight hours of research with my husband we came up with something that may work with really low side affects so we fax him cause Read more lost soul 1971 became a registered member 2 months 3 weeks ago CURRENT ISSUE NEWSLETTER Recent Issues October 1 2015

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