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  • Don't hold your breath - Everything2.com
    do to stop it So in conclusion if you re going to commit suicide holding your breath is not the way to do it I like it person by bunkey Thu Mar 29 2001 at 2 45 32 It has been ten months and her eyes Still Above all others This is tearing me to ribbons This is tearing me to ribbons All my pieces falling out and down like snowflakes which refuse to melt as we hold them in our hand in hand in hand to ribbons Don t hold your breath This is going to hurt like hell I like it 1 C That phone call you don t want to make underwater hockey Watching people sleep Why people die on the toilet TANSTAAFL Air Doesn t Grow On Trees Mammalian Diving Reflex hypoxia Mind your own business Lelio and Isabella Asphyxiate Brooklyn girls To escape a house gone mad Breath motorcycle The Batman Handbook Neruda s Love Sonnet LXXVIII November 8 2002 Diodorean modality The Art Of Drowning Sue big tobacco for littering the planet Calvados hyperventilating KDE Log in or register to write something here or to contact authors Sign in Login Password remember me Lost

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  • kangaroo hold - Everything2.com
    pillow cushioning one shoulder and the rings or knot high on the chest Pull the closest sling rail the one against your stomach to mid chest Hold your baby facing away from you against your chest and the sling rail You may need assistance here Pull the other sling rail away from you creating a pouch and drop the child into it You will probably need to cross your baby s legs a little bit If you need to adjust the tail of the sling support your baby s bottom Optional You can place your baby s elbow along the outer rail as if he or she is leisurely sitting in the cab of a truck and about to make a turn signal I don t know if this is more comfortable for your wee bairn but it looks cute as hell I like it 1 C Japanese elevator etiquette co sleeping In the darkness the undead quarterback Premature infant Joey Neil Simon kangaroo Professional wrestling Log in or register to write something here or to contact authors Sign in Login Password remember me Lost password Sign up Need help accounthelp everything2 com Recommended Reading About Everything2 User Picks 2016

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  • If you are down, hold on. - Everything2.com
    my lips I truly felt that it was my only saving grace a beautiful calming ritual at the end of a hard days work Until that is I started to consume a glass that turned into two on my lunch breaks I was out of control Openly desperately in turmoil Eventually it became too much for me to keep to myself and I began to leak the worst parts of myself to the ones I loved the most I was moody and sad bereft of sensibility I wasn t myself One afternoon traveling home from work on the train I had what would be the first of a series of panic attacks It began with the sensation that I was unable to move my fingers Suddenly I felt that I couldn t swallow and then worst of all I felt I couldn t breathe The train was crowded a mass of unfamiliar incompetent faces surrounded me I felt in danger In danger of making a fool of myself of passing out of dying right there on some shitty train at 24 years of age for no good reason at all I recently answered an online questionnaire that s aim is to give you an accurate idea of what level of depression if any you are currently experiencing I filled out the answers as honestly as I could I resulted in a score of 33 which meant that I was in the highest bracket rendering me an individual who required professional help or advice Including family friends and partner I have a relatively good group around me When I feel that I m at the brink and I have to talk about it I can and often do Unfortunately for the most part my family is very stoic with a very get on with life attitude In their defence this has worked for the majority of their lives and mine too I guess But nonetheless I could always express how I felt On this occasion however these life lines were not enough So I started to discuss it with my doctor a GP He seemed to me to be a sensible man He tried I think in his own way to counsel me as best he could We started with bi lateral exercises that s aim is to give the sufferer a wider range of stimuli to distract from their anxiety You simply pat your hands onto your lap over and over I tried this but never once felt the benefits I became increasingly more desperate I was making appointments twice a week I felt myself watching this man thinking I m dying inside so close to the edge and you re not seeing it Help me Help me Finally crying and angry I left his office and never returned I m glad that I was angry that day because it meant that I still valued my life it meant that I could feel I could have given up in the

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  • the stars hold secrets the day can't remember - Everything2.com
    want to know special thanks to some girl for the title inspiration I like it 3 C s Mad Girl s Love Song Someone outlined against the sky the sun too bright to see her face The girl who hangs the sun Our desire to remember has been fragmented into a thousand slices May 19 2014 snow and lights The day we were married the leftover doves from his days of being a magician hummed little love songs in the attic My baby s powered by meteor vapors kratom And the things you can t remember tell the things you can t forget Time Entropy and Cognition Are All the Same Thing Catch a Falling Star Log in or register to write something here or to contact authors Sign in Login Password remember me Lost password Sign up Need help accounthelp everything2 com Recommended Reading About Everything2 User Picks 2016 New Hampshire Democratic Primary Thomas Atkins transfinite induction September 11 2002 Not All Who Are Lost Wandered Super bowl babies Editor Picks garlic Two dogs My small mark on the world Noah s Ark Just a collection of ones and zeroes Safe Surrender Site New Writeups Eternal September idea by

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  • God holds me - Everything2.com
    I did not quite understand this I continually used my meager knowledge of the Bible to debate right and wrong with my peers I had very difficult time making and keeping friends I didn t even want to be my friend In my fifth grade year of school I began to doubt God In my sixth year I began to resent Him By fourteen I had all but abandoned my faith The internal and external abuse I was suffering seemed inhumane I fell into the common opinion that no God worth flollowing would allow such a thing I was one of His faithful and He sat and watched as I thrashed in the sea of lonliness and pain As with other elements of this anecdote I will retain the juicy details of my struggle for another chapter More pertinent to this piece of my puzzle is the revelation that built the foundation for my spiritual consciousness It did not become clear to me until I was crying on the cold hard ground of a jail cell that I was drowning not because God let me go but because I had let go of Him I was so consumed with finding my place in this world that I had forgotten that the earth and the people in it did not create me and therefore did not get to say where my place was I have one judge and in His eyes I have a place in the universe greater than any position I could hold on this speck of dust in the wind I had been trying to plan my life based on the standards of others when all along He has had and continues to have a far greater plan for me I came back to my spiritual faith just in time Not long after I breathed the air of the Spirit once again I was thrown into a storm that could have taken my life Without my faith I would have given up With it I fought and made it through I realize that faith and spirituality is not a popular subject these days Hypocrisy commands on either side of the battlefield and often leaves a bloody mess in its wake I feel for those that are angry with God I understand those that are angry with these individuals I am very open minded but more importantly open hearted Let me be clear that I am a follower of Christ I am convicted of my beliefs and very opinionated to boot Where I differ from many who second these claims is in my empathy and tolerance of other human beings and their opinions I will put more time into my convictions in another piece and I think the reader will find that I am a rare mix of candid spiritual and free thinking At this point in my journey I am in a very existential place spiritually I am becoming more personally connected to God and allowing him to

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  • Ts'ui, gathering together (massing) - Everything2.com
    grasp of the hand you can laugh again Regret not Going is without blame Six in the second place means Letting oneself be drawn Brings good fortune and remains blameless If one is sincere It furthers one to bring even a small offering Six in the third place means Gathering together amid sighs Nothing that would further Going is without blame Slight humiliation Nine in the fourth place means Great good fortune No blame Nine in the fifth place means If in gathering together one has position This brings no blame If there are some who are not yet sincerely in the work Sublime and enduring perseverance is needed Then remorse disappears Six at the top means Lamenting and sighing floods of tears No blame Previous Kou Coming to Meet Next Shêng Pushing Upward I like it Kou coming to meet Shêng pushing upward I Ching It furthers one to undertake something E2 Annex favicon ico The heart not listened to Drawn Cheng Greg Bear Log in or register to write something here or to contact authors Sign in Login Password remember me Lost password Sign up Need help accounthelp everything2 com Recommended Reading About Everything2 User Picks 2016 New

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  • We met at quarter past young; still, we grew up together - Everything2.com
    underneath and while I shocked you more than once you never questioned only listened for more for the introspection to come and the thoughts that were all too familiar Our hearts were the same even then Another summer two years past I am rolling over the hills of your New England home and I understand at last why the Puerto Rican landscape never made you carsick You were raised with much much worse I stand beside my lover in a grove in the woods and watch you take your lover s hands She has pushed back her veil and you are singing to each other You had told me about this part All of our conversations of so long ago come back to me as does the sound of frogs and night time and traveling I have traveled a long way to be here much longer than just the miles And you came with me all the way The joy inside me is overwhelming and I am constantly dabbing at tears This came out just the way you d wanted albeit just a tiny bit harder than you d planned I daresay that I can say the same She is all you had told me that she would be Heading back for home I close my eyes and let my lover take the wheel I imagine I am back there and that the hills and curves are that much closer to what I know smelling the salt of the ocean that has long since been washed from my skin I watch your smile play across your lips momentarily content and lull myself to sleep with a Spanish lullaby Perhaps I am all you had told me that I could be as well I like it 3 C s Standing in

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  • I want to hear you slap your thighs together - Everything2.com
    could read their thoughts emanating out of their most base emotions This is how I know her name And now there is only the deliberations necessary to close the deal I m Bargon of the Wastelands She giggles Hello Bargon I am Rebecca And I am never wrong Eye contact is very important when establishing a personal relationship with another human being In my teachings at the school of men I can never stress this enough To fail at eye contact is to fail at all that comes afterwards And I never fail I will buy you three more rounds of drinks so that you will be inebriated enough to follow the instructions I will give you in the parking lot She hastily agrees That sounds absolutely wonderful she tells me through her smile No words are necessary She swallows the first drink that arrives in quite a hurry It is clear she would rather not wait The second drink arrives She sips at it until the glass is half full and then throws her head back laughs the laugh of a mad nun and then polishes off the drink and looks to the bartender for the third and final drink that will lead us outside and into bliss This time she teases me She takes her time with the drink at times returning to attempt conversation with those who have reluctantly agreed to be her friends They have turned their attention elsewhere Completely She is now mine There is no turning back I want to hear you slap your thighs together I tell her She laughs and is about to begin I cut her off by grabbing her hand gently and shaking my head Not here Not now She nods She begins to understand It takes her the better part of an hour to finish that third and final drink I have purchased for her betterment She has had others before She is well prepared And finally the time of truth comes The glass is empty and she turns to me smiling and ready Shall we step outside That is my wish Your chivalry outpaces you Bargon of the Wastelands We find a quiet area outside around the corner of the building where there is enough light for me to watch the glorious spectacle that is about to unfold I lean against the wall and watch as she gives herself enough space and gives herself enough room to begin At first her thighs gently rub against each other creating the first slow strains of music that brings light into my darkening heart And then she moves more quickly a dance that gives itself music and relies on no other source Thighs are slapping quietly at first and then the music builds towards a dramatic explosion of perfect sound It is beautiful Within minutes she falls to the pavement lifts her legs over her head and begins to slap her thighs together with greater impunity Such beautiful music Before long

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