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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    are experiencing it right now it is your truth created by beliefs There aren t many core beliefs truths in fact they re quite simply and neatly kept safe within us like seeds so that others can sprout from them and grow which comfortably continues this reality There is the belief in separation the belief in survival and the belief in exchange These three truths when covered over and over again with limited beliefs cause them to also become very limited and even bad to have But they re not They re not bad The limits that we give them however keep them from being able to work with us and assist us in understanding Who we are These three beliefs say that you are not the Creator when looking at them in a limited way They say that you are separate you suffer you survive you must give to get and that you re not worthy They say you are not the Creator These beliefs are now asking to be known and loved in a deeper more evolved way They re asking to be seen from a different perspective so that you can be free All of this is taking place because we forgot on purpose that we were the Creators We forgot that all of us are a piece of the whole of creation We are separate only in our individual aspects of the Creator The Creator doesn t have to be ONE single being It is only us who believes it to be So our belief truth that we are separate coming from a limited perspective says that we are separate and alone The evolved truth of separation says that we are indeed separate but only as separate and sovereign aspects of one whole unit in the I Am Presence As the belief systems evolve so does the vision of what Creator is Your truth evolves It changes as you do And as it evolves it opens up more questions about self A new truth might be that you see that the Creator is no longer outside of you when deeply looking into the belief in separation But then you also back that sight up with additional understandings that show up from other places They all come together to form a picture of all the reasons we are indeed living aspects of a much larger organism also called God and at the same time all of the reasons why we believe we absolutely can t be Looking at the core belief of survival from a limited perspective would have you only taking the human identity of you into account and fearing for its survival The human you knows that there is always the death of the body and therefore the human identity ends In evolving this truth of the human you see that what you really are and Who you really are cannot NOT survive Survival is the way of energy The human body is a vessel

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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    the money people and necessary elements came together to form this creation I could also see the other side of the coin to this creation equation however As I was traveling around the United States in my playful mode there were instances where I created unwanted experiences very clearly I was in San Diego CA and heard someone mention the trouble they d had in finding hotel rooms for that particular weekend I in a nutshell grabbed on to a fear from that and consequently ended up sleeping in my car that night Or after everything had lined up perfectly for the purchase of my home in Northern New Mexico I in a human moment decided that I didn t like having to fill out financial papers and answer stupid questions Within 24 hours the purchase came to a complete halt when the bank couldn t find my application The lady who was handling it went on vacation and the one who took over couldn t find where she d put it Because there is still a time lag involved with my creating process it can become confusing like a labyrinth of experiences happening because of a fear or desire I d had a day or a month ago And while consciously I know that my fears and desires do show up and will be created and experienced by me I m never sure when and where hence the labyrinth Plus as I the clear Creator of my existence understand that in order to clearly and consciously create I must also have the understanding that I as the Creator do not see good and bad I only see my experiences hopefully without emotional attachment As these comparisons began showing up while laying there under the stars I realized that I was thinking it to death and that the answers weren t going to come from my head and past experiences So I let it all go from my thoughts and went to sleep I still however carried the question of Where do I create from I have continually asked myself this question for years and have been amazed at how the answers have evolved over and over to become more simplified each time When my first answer showed up it went something like this Let s just say that I consciously choose instant manifestation and it is so right then Fine Now I want a car that I like to take a road trip in Done It doesn t matter how or where it shows up it just does I m driving down the road and see an accident common in New Mexico The sight of that accident sends a memory to my head sparks an emotional attachment of accident and so that will now be where I am creating from Hence I ve just created accident It s instant remember I remember hearing a story about a special room inside one of the pyramids in Egypt It was so perfectly energetically aligned that creations would happen instantly for the one in the room It was apparently a part of the tour of duty a young priest would have to take for further initiation To survive this instant manifestation one would certainly have to be clear of mind and body able to hold a space that wouldn t have him creating a bunch of spiders crawling on him or something like that In other words there really could be no fear involved What this realization gave to me was the understanding that having or picking up on fears coming from the past or even from someone else I see would instantly create them for me This held a slight degree of intimidation for me as I m still carrying some unwanted creations in my goody basket The next answer that showed up was a little trickier and so I will attempt to write this clearly There is deep training in humans that says we re not creators but reactors If I go back into my genetic memory there s been a very long period of trying to create while continually understanding otherwise whether it was because of an outside God or just simply not understanding Who I Was And with that arose a feeling or indescribable memory that said it s just too powerful a notion and can hurt myself or others Therefore it s difficult to ALLOW instant creation and so I ve learned to react to my environment that I ve until a few years ago created pretty much unconsciously Also throw into the mix that I want to create all good fun and enjoyable things And by only carrying the desire for good fun enjoyment I at times get frustrated with myself when I create a pain in the ass reality Thus creation isn t always about desire allowance and enjoyment Creation is a much deeper and broader concept that comes from different places It not only comes from both good and bad places still holding the energy of duality it comes from the clear understanding of the Creator who has balanced both good and bad as well So here s where I reverted back to my metaphysical military training no I ve never been in the military I do however have personalities within that help me through this process and while recognizing that they too are indeed me I tend to listen closely One of them is a drill sergeant who sounds like he should be a new recruit intimidator He s very efficient and to the point I fail to see any knowingness is these questions The sergeant says It took me a minute to digest this interesting exclamation I d just given myself Apparently my knowingness had conveniently exited through the back door when I wasn t paying attention So I went backwards for a bit to remember what I already knew I knew that I d given myself the authority to make my

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  • Op-ED
    your initials or first name as your signature Content must not contain any obscene offensive or hateful content Contents will be updated as new entries are recieved continue to top of next column Welcome to the Op Eds This is

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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    suddenly want to paint your house green What if you don t want to talk to another living soul for two weeks So I ask you why don t we do these things when we want to Why don t we honor ourselves and our desires The only thing that I can think of is that somewhere somehow we think that it s wrong or not a good choice for the moment We think We place judgment on our doing what we want to and thus do not honor self at all Are we not worthy of doing what we want to Are we not worthy of caring for ourselves Allow the word selfish to balance itself from any of the negative connotations and start looking at it in a new way Selfish is not a bad word It is a beautiful one that honors self first and above all When the bible talks about holding no God before me who do you think this is talking about Only in this can you really and truly also honor everything else that appears to be outside of you Two months ago we talked about money and its illusional importance This process of self enlightenment always seems to become hard when the subject of money comes up Where are these deeply engrained beliefs that say we need it it s important can t do without it or need it for personal power and self worth coming from And oh boy This isn t to say that we should ever have to do without it or that it s somehow a good spiritual thing that we do without it The Creator has and is everything It s not now nor has it ever even been outside of you It has never been a separate thing from you that you have to go out and get Belief belief belief The past patterns of unbalanced self worth say that you may not deserve to have all of the money that you want Why should I have all the money I desire when there are so many that don t have enough Or With more money comes more problems Regarding the so many that don t have enough Why would you want to judge them as not having enough Wouldn t you rather honor them as being the beautiful and perfect creators that they are Wouldn t you rather instead of validating the duality that they may be choosing to create honor and love their choices so that the energy around them actually starts balancing As far as with more money comes more problems goes you re the Creator Do you want to create problems Probably not The problems come because of all of the beliefs around money You can just as easily create money with joy as you can create money with problems It s all just energy So what s keeping you from having all of the money that you want Most likely the illusion that you need it is what is causing you the stress The illusion says that it s important and can t be done without And because of it not being able to be done without that thought will remain in your mind and the worry will be where you re creating from Allow every thought feeling and emotion to show up around your need for money There is no understatement grander than this one and yes it can be very challenging but pay attention Pay close attention to your thoughts feelings and emotions around your belief that you need money When you desire something instead of thinking it feel it You also know when you re in a neutral space because the feeling becomes knowing and then there s a little celebration that takes place inside your body You ll feel it Maybe it will be different than the way your friend feels it but all the same you ll feel it It s a knowing that resides in a clear now moment And what does the now moment look like One way to describe it would be you being completely conscious of your breathe with the awareness that you are the Creator of that breath Yes it s that easy This feeling is the marker point for you and your understanding that you have now chosen another path You ve sparked another potential Allow yourself to feel this happen it s marvelous The feeling will come into your body yes but it isn t coming in from the mind and you thinking it It isn t even coming in from the physical feelings so much It will be coming from an energetic understanding turned into a physical awareness You allow yourself to expand your consciousness out beyond the mind and the labels the mind has If you create money from the mind the mind will say I need this money to pay my bills Think about this Think about all of the old structure that sits around that thought If you need the money to pay your bills you will automatically need those bills to be paid and worry that they re not going to get paid unless you have the money Where s the clear creation in this Where s the clear now moment You re energy is out there in some future that doesn t even exist yet and you ll be busy creating that future of needing to pay bills And you can go on forever needing to pay bills because that s what you ll be creating In last month s newsletter The Journey creation was discussed in a way that has you choosing another path rather than the one you re on now We talked about choosing a new non linear path that only expands and is free to do so The new path won t have the limitations of the old dualistic path It will be the path of your desires that

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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    care of yourself first since this is first and foremost a process of self discovery and to discover self self must be looked at seen and loved for what it is The beliefs in what it takes to enlighten self therefore can become a block that is automatically set up by you that you re not even aware of Beliefs are just beliefs They re real until they re seen and loved for the beautiful gifts that they are Once they are seen and loved they quietly neutralize within you and the changes in your life naturally take effect Things are no longer forced pushed or willed out of the way and therefore there aren t any repercussions coming back to you as a result of your pushing and creating more duality Many times you may want to just stop working at your job stop answering the phone or stop listening to how much people and government say you owe them You may want to run and hide from the world because the world doesn t seem to see you in the way you wish to be seen or the world doesn t respond to you in the way you want to be responded to Stress and anxiety show up and cause great confusion for you because it s not working the way you believed it would So this is the point where you stop and clear your mind Allow your breath the Creator s breath to come from you deep inside you Breathe through all of the thoughts and feelings that you have about this and simply allow yourself to just be This is a natural process It is not forced in fact it cannot be forced That would go directly against what enlightenment and ascension is about It s about becoming natural once again It s about going back to the natural Creator that you are without the limits of the energies that are a part of the rest of existence and without the limits of the belief systems that validate the energies This process is also a very individual process It is one that can t be exactly copied by any two people and while there are general understandings of the path you are the one living your life and therefore your life is the one to be honored You may work at a job sixty hours per week or you may not work at all These really aren t the things that matter at this time It doesn t matter what you do It doesn t matter if you have to pay taxes It doesn t matter if you are on the phone too much Your life is set up perfectly to show you YOU In other words if you feel that you work very hard but yet do not feel satisfied with your life it s not the working too hard that must be fixed You re working too hard to show yourself the reasons

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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    can be no labels when it s just energy asking to move Feel that energetic signature and don t label it with a name just acknowledge it as it is Every single time it feels like it s important balance it When anything is important there will be attachment expectation fear etc Plus if it s important it will be thought about But the new quantum potentials that are available upon balancing are not going to be in the mind So the trick is to balance the importance When it is no longer important it will be free to work with you And you will be free to work with it in ways you never imagined As these places inside become balanced there then is a space that is created or allowed It is the space of clarity no matter how much or at what level a space is now available to be utilized by its Creator If you follow your old pattern however you will go back into your head and continue to try to create money and other things the way you did in the past All this does is have you once again balancing something you thought you d already balanced This is because you will be creating from duality and from your past experiences and it will definitely just give itself to you to be looked at again So what happens at this place of balance Where do you go from there First recognize once again that you are the Creator You are the Creator of your reality and your existence That means that it s up to you to make a choice You must as a Creator make choices about your reality and your existence If you truly have unlimited choices now available to you what the heck do you choose If you choose from your mind you will get dualistic results because the mind will be working within the dualistic structure It will be working from a limited perspective and thus give you limited results Your head will work its perfect magic when the opportunity arises and it will become aware of what s being created but for now it s really not the place to create from The place to look at when asking yourself to make a choice is very natural It may not feel natural though because we ve been so used to using our heads to create We re used to having a plan and a method We re used to thinking and plotting There needs to be a map drawn out for our success But all of these things are actually very un natural They only appear natural because we re so used to them The natural place is just bursting at the seams to be seen and to be heard It s like a child that is innocent in a way yet more than ready to hit the ground running It s ready to experience play and expand It is simple and it is your passion your desire It is something that you are uncovering within yourself Your passions and desires may feel alien to you if you don t go to your head for them but they will begin to show themselves if you don t try to find them The inspirations that you have are directly tied to your essence and help you to see this part of you Your desires are natural They are actually where creation comes from They are what has always sparked creation even if they have come from your head When the passion is allowed to become a part of your life just for the sake of the passion the money can begin to flow in naturally You naturally allow yourself to express your passions or your most favorite idea of what you like to do and then you naturally also allow yourself the money or the car or the house or the vacation that you desire O K so these are just words They are a great concept but can these words be obtained Can they actually live and grow as your own truth There is much imbalance around the energy of money thus the energy of money is what is asking to be balanced The ideas the belief systems the fears and the confusion want to be balanced so that you can live as a Creator Your soul and your essence don t want you to suffer and there is no more karma unless you want it The decision is always yours and yours alone If you choose to have karma then you will If you choose to continue living within the limits of the structure then you will Your essence your soul your spirit and your body will follow your choices because you have always been the Creator Thus if you choose to live as a Creator then you will The imbalances around money can be seen pretty easily if you step aside of your emotions around it and just watch the energy of it Watch the energy of the giver and the receiver whether it s you or someone else Watch where your and others hold attachments to it and expectations around it And most vital of all when you re observing it let go of the importance of it If it s important then you ll be judging it and not seeing it clearly But let s back up for a moment It s a most definite possibility that you re going to see the importance of it That s hard to get away from because it has so much control over our lives To get to the observer in this simply see that it s important Acknowledge and admit to yourself that it s important You may not want it to be but it is so let s just admit it It s true it s important This importance is just energy Can you see

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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    but it is now free to exist and experience itself You have set it free as one of your creations As you balance so does your collective and you are not affected by it any longer A common misperception is that the collective consciousness is outside of you The collective consciousness is NOT outside of you You still have the belief residing inside that the collective is out there somewhere But where would it be It s all you and it s you that brings in the thoughts from yourself It is always there and does not go away You simply eventually see it for what it is and become free to move within it or maybe it moves freely within you The experience that you had five minutes ago is now a part of the collective The one you had last month or the last minute is now a part of the collective When you are living in duality you utilize the collective consciousness to maneuver through this reality so you are pulling up information from a minute ago or 20 lifetimes ago It s all just information and energy matches So when you go into duality or the dualistic existence you actually pull from the bank of information that is held in duality until it s not and always available Then you find yourself confused and going back and forth from a peaceful existence to a good bad existence As an example you suddenly from out of nowhere have a thought that asks you if you re going to have enough money in the bank to pay your bills You don t catch that thought It spins around inside of your head and the next thing you know you re thinking of ways to make enough money or ways to solve the problem Now you re pulling from the old collective consciousness and from the experiences held in it You re getting information that is extremely limited to the experiences you ve already had and not open to any or all of the new potentials that come with balancing this thought So hence you create from that place where you currently are and create in duality Seeing this may help to understand where your thoughts come from and how you can easily get caught in the cycle of the old ways of creating As you balance these thoughts though you create a clear space for your desires passions and joys to come into you because you ve in the balancing of the energy of the thought created quantum potentials to choose from You ve created potentials that the mind cannot see or understand because it hasn t experienced them yet You are learning how to create You re learning it for you and not reading about it in books or having someone tell you that they can do it for you This is your process alone So you are learning how to create Now consider this To be the conscious creator of your own existence you really must be clear of all duality or changed energies When you re not clear or holding onto energies that have a charge as subtle as they may be you re creating in duality with both good and bad involved You re creating on a timeline and creating using your mind Because you ve already done the clearing that you have you are then obviously clearer and less resistant So because of this when there is a charged or held energy within it is seen quicker and in a louder way This is your teacher While learning to create you will automatically see that all of the reasons why you don t create or don t yet believe you are the Creator They will constantly knock at your door asking to be seen by you and will be ruthless in their pursuit of balance They show up in your thoughts It can start in the morning when you wake up You may just feel off Before you know it you re in a circle of thought about what the heck is wrong You then are using your mind to solve the problem and go back into the old collective for the answer They show up in your emotions They show up in your actions and your physical body They show up in your environment Someone says something rude to you or you ve gotten yourself taken advantage of They show up and you try to solve them by going to the dualistic bank of knowledge Take advantage of these gifts They talk about self worth belief systems still being held onto and energies that are no longer yours Instead of going into the mind to solve the problem relax breathe and balance the thought They tell you so perfectly why you re not yet creating what you desire They tell you how to find your desires that don t come from the mind So you may accidentally think that you re not doing something right or you may be wandering what you re doing wrong and all the time it just a natural event occurring You re being you own best teacher There is a bridge that you re in the process of crossing On one side of the bridge is the old reality that you ve been very used to and have become uncomfortably comfortable with The other side of the bridge is unknown to you It s new and hasn t been experienced before and thus will also feel uncomfortable This is the fear of the unknown showing up and knocking at your door But fear seen for what it was meant is just something telling you that change is here It s change that needs to be accepted for the beauty that it holds This is a huge endeavor you are on It is crossing over to the new reality and can seem rather scary because there isn t

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  • Ornesha De Paoli
    We re honoring this aspect of us to do its job A thought will come in that says something to you It will possibly say that you have something to do in your life that is necessary For example you have a bill to pay It s just a thought It s a reminder that you are in the structure and have something to do Stay very simple with this and just see the thought Don t react to it yet but allow yourself a moment to see this thought Step aside from what you have to do and observe that it s just a thought That s all That thought will carry with it an energetic signature That energetic signature will cause a reaction somewhere in you that will get you moving somehow energetically towards fulfilling that thought This is the way it works While viewing this thought from an observer s perspective see that it creates a feeling inside of you Now stop Breathe Stay with this feeling Breathe through the thought and stay with the feeling The thought has already done what it needed to do by you thinking it So let that part go for a moment That thought came in because it s simply energy that wants to be seen It doesn t matter what it s about just that it holds an energetic signature that is looking for balance Breathe Accept this feeling as you breathe in Recognize the feeling as energy That energy is held within your body and wants to say hello so it uses the easiest thing it can thought It will have a specific feeling or signature to it Take this feeling beyond the label of it such as fear or worry and feel it without the label What does it feel like You may say that it feels like a dull heaviness somewhere in your stomach or chest It may feel like something wrapping around your backside Whatever the feeling is go deeper Take the label off of dull for instance and simply ALLOW yourself to feel beyond any word that could describe it that way you know you re not using your mind to try and figure it out And if you re really not feeling anything please don t worry about that Be even more gentle with yourself and let yourself know that it s O K for you to do this Breathe and feel What you are feeling is just energy It s a signature that you signed along time ago when you chose to live in duality and matter It s your child Accept it with the greatest of love Give yourself a moment to see these parts of yourself coming together and working in unison This is important that you are consciously aware of the happenings taking place and honoring them The mind just gave you a gift But we don t tend to see it as a gift when we get involved in

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